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We waited for about thirty minutes for the doctor to come out. I couldn't stop crying, I just wanted my baby to be okay. If anything happened to her, I don't know what I would do. We prayed a few times and then the doctor came out.

"Mr. And Mrs. Carter?" We jumped up and walked to him.

"Doctor! Is Blue Okay?"

"She's fine. Have a seat, Mr. And Mrs. Carter." We sat down at the table.

"Ma'am, Blue has what we call Bronchitis.."

"Isn't that like asthma?" Shawn asked.

"Not quite. Normally, it's simply a cold that can range at different levels of severity: mild to severe breathlessness. In infants as Blue, its caused by viral infections. Infants suffering with bacterial pneumonia also display such symptoms. If not treated properly immediately bronchitis can also be fatal in infants and young children."

(Tuh! I'm Schooling Y'all Lmao)

I covered my mouth when he said fatal.

"But don't worry Mrs. Carter. We've taken good care of her. She's perfectly fine now."

"Is there anything we can do at home to make sure this doesn't happen again?"

"Yes actually, I'm gonna prescribe her a medicine that will make breathing easier for her. That BTW is the reason why she was sweating. It was a struggle for her to breathe. But this medicine should help. Also, you have to give it to her on a breathing machine. She may not like it at first but it'll be worth it."

I didn't know what to say. This was all so much to take in. The doctor was writing the prescription on his notepad and I just watched him.

"Thank you so much Doc."

"No prob. I'll call your prescription in so it'll Be ready in the morning."

"Alright man, thanks." The doctor walked away.

I sat there, teary eyed, staring into space. My baby, three months old, is in the hospital. I know it's not anyone's fault but for some reason, I feel like I'm to blame. I started to cry.

"B, baby, stop crying. He said babygirl would be just fine."

"I know but this is all just too much."

"I know, baby we'll get through it. Don't worry. C'mon, lets Go see her."

He helped me up out of the chair, wrapped his arm around me and held me as we walked to Blue's room. I heard her crying, and trust, I know my baby's cry. We walked in and the nurse was trying to stop her from crying. I walked up and the nurse passed her to me.

"It's okay baby, mommy's here. Shhhh" I rocked her and she settled down. "Shhh, that's momma's good girl."

She stopped crying and I kinda listened to how she was breathing. It had kind of a whistle to it. That was one of the symptoms of bronchitis. She was also wheezing a little. That broke my heart. My baby, my heart, was sick and there wasn't too much I can do about it. Shawn came and wiped the few tears I had let fall. He hugged me then kissed me and Blue. We waited for the nurse to come back with the discharge papers and we went home.

The next day was Ok. Me and Shawn spent the entire day with Blue. We didn't let her out our sight for a moment. She slept with us, ate with us, everything. Kelly, Ty, Angie and Chelle stopped by to check on us.

"Girl, what have you been feeding my baby? She's getting so big" Kelly said while bouncing Blue on her knee.

"I know, I don't know why she's getting so big, so fast. Taking after her daddy." I giggled.

"Better me than you!" Shawn butted in.

"And what's that supposed to mean?"

"Cmon B, you know you were a weird child." He laughed.

"Oh, don't get me started on you ten pounds. Half of that ten pounds was your big ass head" I laughed.

"Hey, language around my lil diva." Ty covered Blue's ears. Angie came in from the kitchen.

"Hey B, Come here for a sec."
"Your lucky, bighead. I'm not done with you." I laughed and got up from the floor.

"Mhmm I'll be here when you get back" He laughed and I walked in the kitchen.

"Wassup?"

"I have a question"

"Yeah?"

"You talked to Michael lately?"

"Michael?" I said walking to the fridge to grab a bottle of water.

"Yeah, Ealy."

"Nah, not recently, why?"

"He emailed. Apparently, he wants you to come to his new movie premiere."

"As like a date?"

"I don't know but he left his new number. You should call him."

I was kinda shocked. Me and Michael were good friends a while back. Before me and Shawn got as serious as we did, then we just kinda stopped talking. Shawn didn't want me talking to him anyways. He thought Michael wanted me which I doubt. We were just really cool friends. I do kinda miss him.

"Okay, I'll call him later." I said as we walked back in the front room.

"B! Your child is a mess and a half." Chelle said laughing.

"What? What Did She Do?!"
"She's lying here, pretending like She's asleep."

"Peeking through one eye?" I asked curiously.

"Yes!!" Ty said. "I walked up and she hurried and closed her eyes."

"Aww She does that. I don't know where she got that from." I said giggling.

"She is hilarious. And what's with her stealing my food? Knocked my ice cream right out my hand!"

"She gets that from her mom." Shawn eyed me.

"Hey, y'all better leave my baby alone." I laughed. "Maybe you had too much, TY!"

"OH, But bitch hold on!" Blue started to cry.

"You made her cry. Aww baby, Uncle TyTy did it?" I Picked her up and held her in Ty's face. "Tell him leave you alone!"

She reached out and grabbed his lips. She pulled and I cracked up. Ty got to yelling. I know that hurt, Blue is strong and she got some nails on her. Lol I pulled her back and she let go.
"Now say sorry Ty!"

"Dang, Sorry lil Sasha! Mean self!" He said holding his lip. Blue was cracking up. My baby don't play!

A few hours passed, And everyone left. I kept thinking about calling Michael but I don't know what to say. We haven't spoken to each other in years but I figured I'd give it a shot. I called him while I was taking my bubble bath.

"Bee, I miss you. We have to hang out sometimes."

"I know. I miss you too. And you have to come and see Blue. She's getting so big."

"How about this weekend? I can take you and Blue out for some pizza or something." Pizza though?

"That's so corny." I laughed, "But I would like that. We've got catching up to do."

"Ok so, Saturday around 5 is good? I'll pick you up"

"Yes, that's great. See you then."

As we hung up, I felt some type of way. Do I have long lost feelings for him? Lord, I hope not. I just lied back in the tub relaxing, not thinking about anything anymore. When I got out, I put on one of Jay's old Jerseys and went to go lay down with him. He had already put Blue down for bed so we cuddled up under each other.

"B?"
"Yes?"
"I love you"
"i love you more baby"

I turned over and pecked him on the lips a few times. That soon led to a very passionate kiss. He climbed on top of me and caressed my thighs. He reached into my panties and rubbed my clit. I had no choice but to moan in his mouth. I pulled off his T-shirt and wrapped my arms around his neck. In the midst of our kisses, he managed to get my panties and my shirt off. I was just in my bra. He stopped kissing me and just stared into my eyes. And there it was. That connection I haven't felt in months. I missed his touch so much.

"Baby, make love to me."

"I intend to" He smirked and kissed me.

I kicked down his boxers with my feet so there was nothing ruining this feeling. He rubbed his dick up and down my pussy lips and I was already going crazy. He started to push himself in but I was too tight. After all, we hadn't had sex in months. He moved down and lapped away at my pussy. He was reaching spots I didn't even know I had. He fucked me so good with his tongue I couldn't help myself. I screamed and moaned his name so damn loud. He reached up to caress my breasts. I gripped the sheets between my fingers and arched my back to a maximum.

"Oh my.. mhmmm baby, baby I'm.. mmm I'm cumming!"

I came and he continued to eat. My legs were getting weak and I could hardly hold them up. I put my hand on his head and tried to close my legs. I guess he figured I had enough and he kissed back up to my face. He tried to push himself into me again. When he got the head in, I gasped so hard. It was like I was a virgin again. It's been so long but it felt so amazing. A tear fell from my eye and he kissed it away as he pushed himself further into me. I closed my eyes tight as he slowly pumped in and out of me. I started to loosen up and meet his thrusts. He started to go faster and I swear I felt him in my gut.

"Ohh baby, right there. Ahhh shit baby!" I moaned rubbing his chest.

He pumped faster and I was reaching my peak. I started to scratch his back and he knew what that meant. He pinned my arms above my head and fucked me like his life depended on it. I could only manage to scream his name. Nothing else would come out.

"Cum for daddy baby." He sucked on my neck. "Cum on daddy's dick"

The more he talked dirty the more aroused I became. My eyes rolled to the back ofy head. I came so hard and the way he was grunting, so did he. We made love for hours on in. It went from passionate, to rough. He fucked me on the floor, the wall, the dresser, the sink in our bathroom, and in the chair in our room. We did it missionary, doggy, in the sponging position. Hell , every position you could think of. We stopped around 4am. I was riding him.

"Ahh shit B, just like that." He smacked my ass.

"Mmm Shit, cum for momma. Mmm yes baby. I want you to cum on me. I wanna feel it. Mmm" I said while furiously rubbing my clit.

He sat up and pumped his life away. Then he flipped me over on my back and came on my stomach and chest. He fell on the wet bed next to me. Then he passed me the towel on the nightstand. I wiped my self off and managed to pull myself to lay on his chest.

"Baby --"
"Shh, I know." He kissed me. "I love you"

"I love you too."

And with that, nothing else was said. We just dozed off and waited for babygirl to wake up.



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