Awakening

OH MY GOD!!


Thank GOD he's going to be okay. The doctor said he lost a lot of blood but they managed to stop it before it got worse. I just wanna know what happened. It all happened so fast. Too much is going on right now. We just got married and had a baby, then Chris and Rihanna... Wait, CHRIS!!! He probably did this. I will kill that little boy if I find out he's responsible for this shit!

"Can I see him?"

"You can but he still hasn't awaken from surgery but you can see him, follow me."

Me and Rihanna followed the doctor to room J-69. My heart dropped to my feet when I got to the door. I can't do this. I stopped in my tracks. I basically froze.

"C'mon Bey"

"I can't do this. I can't see him like this. I can't take it"

"Bey do this for Jay. You have to stay strong for him. Let your face be the first thing he sees when he opens his eyes."

She was right. I slowly walked into the room. I heard beeping and heavy breathing. My eyes watered. I looked up and saw a million tubes connected to Jay and I broke down. He looked so helpless. I walked to the bed and grabbed his hand.

"Jay, baby? *Sniff* How did I let you get yourself into this? Baby, do me a favor and wake up. I need you. Blue needs you. I can't see my life without you. Please baby." I started to cry harder.

"Please, open your eyes for me baby."

I squeezed his hand and kissed him. Rihanna walked up behind me and rubbed my back.

"It's gonna be okay, Bey"

"No It's not!! Look at him! He's basically laying here lifeless and you tell me everything is okay. It's not!!" I cried harder.

Rih hugged me and pulled up a chair next to the bed for me. We stayed in his room for hours. Six to be exact and Shawn still hadn't awakened. I had just woken up from the bright sun shining in my face. I looked around and saw Rihanna spread out on three chairs asleep. Shawn was still in the same position. I felt vibrations coming from my jacket pocket. It was my mom calling.

"Hello?"

"Baby, are you okay? What happened to Jay? What's going on?"

"Mom, calm down. I'm fine."

"What about Jay? Rihanna said he was bleeding everywhere and just dropped Blue off. What's going on?"

"Look Ma, I'm coming over there to shower and get Blue. I'll explain everything when I get there.Okay?"

"Okay baby, be careful. I love you"

"Okay ma, I love you too."

I woke Rih up and told her we were going to my mom's house. She said Ok and grabbed her bag. I walked up to Shawn and grabbed his hand.

"Baby, I'll be back later with Blue. It will be nice to see you awake when I get back. I love you." I kissed his forehead and we left.



(Mom's House)
"ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!?!"

I was breastfeeding Blue when I told Solo and my mom what happened.

"Shhh Ma, yes I'm serious. I just hope he is awake. The doctor said nothing about a coma."

"Well that's what it seems like. But Jay is a strong man. I think he'll be fine."

I looked down and caressed Blue's full head of hair. God, she looks so much like Jay.

"Wanna go see daddy? Huh?"

"You sure that's a good idea taking Blue?" Solo said getting up from the table.

"Why not?"

"Cause she's a newborn baby. Why don't you just pump some milk and leave her here? She doesn't need to be in the midst of that. What if something happens at the hospital?"

"Solange is right, I'll be damned if something happens to my grandbaby."

"Y'all are right. We she's sleep now, so I'm gonna pump a few bottles and head back to Jay. That's okay?"

"Of course, now gimme my niece." Solo picked Blue up and walked to the couch. I pumped about five bottles which would be more than enough until I got back. Rih was sitting on the couch with Solo rubbing Blue's head.

"Rih, you coming?"

"Nah, you go. I'll stay here and finish talking to Solo and Miss Tina."

"You sure?" I was kinda surprised Solo was talking to Rih. A few months ago, she didn't even know who Rihanna was.

"Yeah, I'm sure. You and Jay should be alone anyways."

"Okay. I'll be back In a little while. Love y'all."

"Love you too Bey."



(At The Hospital)

I've been here talking to Jay for about an hour now. He still hasn't woken up. I called and checked on Blue like every twenty minutes. My mom must have gotten mad cause she hung up on me the last time. Excuse me for wanting to see if my child was Ok. Another hour passed and I was getting tired. I started to get up when I felt him squeeze my hand.

"Jay?"

He groaned a little.

"Jay!! Oh my God!!" I hugged him super tight and then he groaned and moaned loudly. I guess I hurt him.

"Oh, I'm sorry I'm just so happy to have you awake." I kissed all over his face and hands.

"B..Bey?"

"Yes baby?!"

"How long have I been here?"

"Since last night. You been out of it babe."

"You been here the whole time?"

"Yes, minus about and hour and a half. I had to shower and feed Blue."
"She okay?"

"Yes, she's with momma, Solo And Rihanna."

"Oh, Okay"

"Now baby can you please tell me how you got in this situation?"
He tried to scoot up but he was obviously in pain so I helped him. He sighed.

















TO BE CONTINUED.